yana yukira

2011-04-18T08:32:00.000-07:00

It has been a long long long long time since i update this blog of mine . Well thought if deleting this blog off but since it might come in handy if I'm bored or down over something so why not keep it . So I'm bored and and since i had not update this blog for a while why not update it .

Look above ^^ , I'm officially attached to MUHAMMAD AFIQ BIN HARRIS on the 270211<3

A guy whom use to be a stranger to me then a friend and then a boyfriend .

Although we might not been together for so long , we have been through together up and downs alot and we manage to stay strong .

So lets talk about this beruk for awhile , Afiq , a cute boyfriend of mine and i love him super much . He might be the most irritating and sometimes unreasonable person but he never fail to make me happy . No matter how bad we fought , he never fail to control his anger but sometimes anger get over him , and the worst he will did is just simply give up on us . But i never blame him because i know i did mistake too . He is a very loving guy that a girl would want form his bf . A understanding guy ever and a romantic guy . He will give all sort of surprise to me just to make me smile . And he never fail to be there for me and he will sacrifice his resting time just to meet me :)) I'm gratefull that i meet him and I love him ((:

Till here then , will post again ermm , when i fel like it ((:

2011-01-23T00:15:00.000-08:00

I know my blog is dead ! And I'm sorry for not blogging for quite sometimes because I'm just plain lazy to blog . Hee . So hows life ? Been great ? Mine , is great . Been enjoying life and i just love the people around me ((:

So hows my love life? Hehe , I'm in love with MFBH . Guess who i saw yesterday ? Sepet ! Gaahh , kinda miss him but as a friend not more ((:

The picture above was taken last Tuesday . Went shopping with Feeqa and Daya at bugis . After that went to haji lane to sheesha since we had nothing to do . Daya is Feeqa work friend and what a small world she's my neighbour schoolmate and she look exactly like Mimi . Haha .

And today is Hussien Birthday ! So here a birthday wish for you .

Happy birthday my friend . Wah da 18 lah orang tu da legal lah sey , haha . I wish you all the best in everything you do and stay happy always ! And we have already celebrate his birthday in advance on Friday at Chalet :)

Alright then shall blog again once i feel updating so . Toddles ~

2011-01-06T21:26:00.000-08:00

Hello Friend , da patch lah seyy ! :)

Last long korang and i hope this time round you stick to her and stay faithful to her and lets not history repeat itself alright .

I guess , we were never meant to be , it was just an accident , how we contact and share the same feelings towards each other . But whatever it is I'm happy for the both of you . I just wish we end the nice way instead and stay as friend . But nahh its okey .

So it has been a week since school reopen . New teacher new rule sux big time la please ! And if you are late for class you will be lock outside k best lah sangatsangat -.-"

But beside that Tuesday is a NO SCHOOL day for me . Me likey likey this ^^ . And ya i was stuck at home for 2days as i was down with fever -.-" . School still remain the same except with the 1st year coming in, my school is becoming more more crowded especially during break . And canteen look more like a hawker center now so full . And cari tempat pon ada sikit susah . But ada cute cute hehe k diam gatal pe kau yana ! haha .

I won't be updating much because I'm just plain lazy to do so ! :D
K bye !

2011-01-04T00:45:00.000-08:00

Hello Human !

Sorry for not updating my blog for the past few days . I'm just so lazy to update them sometimes . Hee . So hows 2011 going on so far ? Been great ? Been a bitch to some of you ? Well mine , is just the same since is only four days . But so far so good nothing unpleasant happen so far . So i spent my New Year celebration ar Marina with Boi and Qaiyum . The others was stuck at town so we didn't meet them . I get watch those fireworks ! ((: Lawalawa !!

After that we went to ECP since we were separated with boi at Marina there , traffic jap macam taik tol ! haha . So sit there chit chat for a while at 2.30am we proceed since i had to reach home by 3am . Nasib tak ikut Mama , kalau tak , tak dapat tengok Fireworks ! Haha.

2010-12-31T02:00:00.000-08:00

I made decision . A decision to chase you out of my life .Reason? Because i want this to stop and move on with life peacefully . I sick of everything . So yes , I'm sorry if i was harsh to you but that's the only way i could think of and trust me , i feel guilty for doing this to you , and I'm asking an apology here because aku ego so taknak message . Sorry ):

And ya , I'm a hypocrite ? Haha , korek citer please . Ape siak aku hypocrite . Tak terima siak aku k takpe Gasak dia lah k . Like what i promise him , i promise not to disturb their life so I'm sorry if i didn't reply your message , Because i know if i were to reply nampak sangat kita contact balik . So ya , this time round I'm serious when i say i want us to stop contacting each other . And like seriously , you can say anything about me because your words don't bring me down . ((;

And thanks for everything all this while . I appreciate your concern and care but thrust me i can takecare of myself better . Takecare my friends , i wish the both of you all the best and last long it you guys were to patch !(:

2010-12-28T08:46:00.001-08:00

I is very the boncet ! K diam (:

So went Ehub with Qaiyum today to watch movie , Gulliver's Travels . Since we had 1 hour before our show start , we went changi to have our late lunch . After that went back to ehub to catch our movie . After the show ends , we went to Changi Bench Club and slack there . We talk and make stupid jokes about me stomach -.-" . Suke lah kan kutuk perut aku ! Aku tahu lah aku boncet ! Haha . After that went home sweet home . Me is lazy to elabrote so ya ((:

Macam nak buang handphone boleh tak ?? Grr , irritating ar hp ni kadangkadang! Lag , jam , nak msg kadangkadang nak kene hentakhentak sia . Geram nye !

Sapesape countdown nak tengok fireworks ?? Yana nak tengok tapi takde teman ! Sedih kan , aku tahu . K bye (:

2010-12-26T23:52:00.000-08:00

*look* Gelap pe aku ! -.-"

Me stomach is cramp because of mensuration . I painpain . Haha , English broken i know . So basically I'm stuck at home since someone made a plan with others despite asking me to book today so we can go out together . Orang macam gini mintak sepak dahi ! -.-" But is ok , because I'm not feeling that well either so might as well stay at home and rest .

So yesterday was kendarat and me likeylikey yesterday because work was not that serious i mean work was so slack but our paid was hold back . K part ni tak suke . Qaiyum fetch me from work without me asking so thanks friend (: . Nak kuali yang pakai rendang tu tak so takyah nak pakai helmet ? Haha . He sent home and off he went meet his friend . Well I'm sorry for making you wait , blame Shaboy for that ! Hee , Sorry (:

My Saturday was spent with soccer peeps . Went sheesha with them . I had fun with them despite me not very close with them but they sure make my day . And i bump into papa at his shop there :) . Me rindu my father despite not close after my parents divorce . Zul tak habishabis nak angkat aku pasal adik aku ! Sepak kang . haha . Nak salam terus tak jadi eh ? Lol .And Afeeq semalam kau kurang ajar , haha cakap gitu pasal bapak aku , i sepak your botak head baru tahu ! haha .

Me think my throat is pain because of sheesha ); Tak best nye . K bye!

2010-12-26T05:55:00.000-08:00

Hey friend i think i like you . K fake ! Haha , Nehh i was just kidding but i like you as a friend because you sure knows how to make my day even by texting < 3

Me is not ready go love someone because me is scared to fall in the same old cycle which I'm in now and trying to get out from it . Is stupid you know , when you here thinking of that someone every now and then and he doesn't even care . I use to have this habit of deleting every single massage but yours i keep it . When i was bored i will read it back because somehow it make me smile , but since then i stop that habit because i don wish to read it again and again because it make me sad now and not make me smile like how it use to me smile . I still keep your sweet message and even those message which was hurting . i don know why i keep those hurting message of yours but i keep it in one folder . And our picture is still alive in my phone . But soon i will delete all those when you no longer mean anything to me but a friend . But i will keep at least one since we are friend and i wish to remember you as friend .

PS : I is tengah rindu orng ni .

2010-12-24T09:47:00.000-08:00

Abe kalau mimpi pasal dorang lagi mcm mane ? -__________-

Irrits tahu takpe !

So basically my Friday was spent playing soccer at East Coast with soccer peeps . It was suppose to be the girls outing but since every each one of them paitau left me and Azu . Since Kyesha leave because she did not want to play with they guys . So the only girl was me and Azu . Semua ye ye je nak turun . Pantat ! After playing bath , then off to Mac to have our dinner . Slack for awhile before we went home . I had fun with them (:

K bye sorry for a very short post to lazy to elaborate on it too much . (:

2010-12-23T08:20:00.000-08:00

Saye seeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeedih !! )':

Kenapa ?? Pasal dorang !!

I just saw their picture together at her house celebrating her birthday and their face look so happy . I sooooo jealous and sedih ! I maybe be lying saying I'm okey and i don care about it but the fact i I'm not ok and i do care . By just viewing the pictures aku takde mood ! K diam !

I is rindu die please . Nak jumpa please . Kalau tak terserempak pon boleh !

K aku macam desperate nak jumpa die , k diam . K bye !

2010-12-22T23:57:00.001-08:00

You can think whatever about me because you don't know anything at all . I don even care because you don't know what is it to be like to be in my shoe . Like seriously so just shut the fvck up . I'm sick and tired of everything . And if you no longer have any feeling towards me then don't be irritating to get jealous about whom i contacting now . Get it ? I'm sick and tired trying to takecare of other people heart while mind , nobody even cares . You don know how hard or easy for me to move you keep quite k .

PS: I is not interested in guys/relationship for now (:

2010-12-21T07:12:00.000-08:00

Maybe i should just disappear from him . Well , i know how she felt having someone she loving contacting with someone whom use to be her rival in love . Ya , she may say this and that to me saying she don't mind and stuff , but the fact she really do want us to stop contacting . I have been there and i know really know what she really want . Ya lie all you want to me just remember you can't lie to yourself . Wondering why i am to nice to her and taking care of her heart ?? Nehh , i know what is like to be in her shoe . And i really do believe in KARMA and i wouldn't want to be in that situation again ever again . But , i seriously don't even know what to do . I have to takecare of their hearts while mine ?? Sape nak jaga hati Yana ? K i don't know what to do , anyone help ):

2010-12-20T20:06:00.000-08:00

Guess what ? I dream about him again . Fvck that , hate that . In every single dream is like a nightmare i tell you . It always has to do with her . And i don't even now whats the meaning behind it . Maybe is just a dream a random one . But i don't usually dream about the same person 3 times in the same month . And it keep me asking it there a reason to it ??

*shouts* DON'T EVER COME TO MY DREAM AGAIN , IS A NIGHTMARE I TELL YOU !!

2010-12-20T00:19:00.000-08:00

I tak paham dengan you ! Seriously , you have her and why are you trying to make me stop having friends , going out with him when you and me are nothing more then friends . Just stop lah ! HIDUP AKU SUKE HATI AKU LAH !!!!!! Kau tak paham dengan aku , aku lagi tak paham dengan kau , kau da ada tu pompan da ar pergi jaga die tak perlu sibuksibuk jaga tepi kain aku . Kalau kau nak massage aku massage jangan nak kata aku mane nak massage lah blablabla . Nak massage je ar takmo nak kata " i nak kawan tetap msg u , u nampak sangat nak lupa kan blablabla" . Kau nak kau message taknk sudah . Aku tahu biler nk msg kau . Whatever lah . Macam nak tukar badan dengan kau . Biar kau rasa ape aku rasa . Irritating lah !! Pfft ! Leh jadi giler sia aku ! _|_

2010-12-19T09:07:00.000-08:00

You may be still contacting me but do you know that it felt so different now . Yes you make it sound so easy and is a must for you to find fault with me every single day . Why ? I don need you to do this ever now when we are just SIMPLY FRIENDS . Please stop , i had enough and i can't no longer take this . Just stop and i will be thankful . Why must you do this even when we are nothing to each other anymore but friends . Just stop since we are friends , i have my rights to lead my own life be it good or bad , my life my way . As a friend , you advise me not lead my life get that . And just stop acting as if you know what I'm feeling and stuff because the fact is you DON'T ! And if you were in my shoe , I'm sure you could be in tears . Tears will always be accompany me at night . Making sure i went sleep with it and i hate that , it make me so weak . I just hate this feeling , i miss him so freaking much and i don't even know how to let it go . And I'm wondering why i dream about them in my sleep TWO times . In both dream , she keep finding faults with me making me look bad in his eyes . And he listen to every word she say , and i get scolding by him real bad that when i woke up i was in tears . And , my heart was pounding very fast . I guess i miss him to much that i dream about him and there she is trying to break us apart even in my dreams . Hello is my dream don't disturb please ! Haha , well is not her fault that were are not lovers anymore , it was his and mine fault . I'm sure things will get better as things happen for a reason . I hope so .

PS : Boy , i miss you so much );

2010-12-16T04:48:00.000-08:00

Has been a while since i update this blog . I'm not busy but I'm just plain lazy to update it . And sometimes when i wanted to update it my mind will go blank . So that's explain why (:

So life been up and downs nothing much happen with just the same old things which keep on repeating it and I'm getting use to it i guess .

So well i went swimming with Hendra last Tuesday . And out of so many people i know , i bump into Kak Arini there . Swim from 12plus till 4plus . And k sumpah I'm scare off that purple and yellow slide . Jatung aku tertarik sumpah laju giler . And we play wrestling in the pool sekejap je sebab Hendra takut kalah . K fake ! haha . After changing we went to this place so called a nature of whatever . Sumpah nice ! We eat ,. we make noise , we play wrestling in that small orange sit , we watch the moon ok i had fun with you . Thanks ! And ya i saw a Little girl a cute little girl with cornrows at the pool . K I'm so jealous and I'm so getting that !!! I don care !!! NAK CORNROWS PLEAAAAAAAASE ! And ya i forget to take pictures . Damn it ! But is okeyyyyy (:

K bye (:

2010-12-11T07:36:00.000-08:00

Holiday has started and im stuck at home . Supposely to work but since Zack told me that we will be working as a promoter i change my mind . So last week was my last paper and im proud of myself that i manage to do . But there some quetions which i can't really remember and ya i pick them randomly . Hee . So lets just wait for result for the moment lets forget about school . I think i will be gaining weight during this holiday . Anyone nice , wanna be my trainer go gym everyday , I want 6pack can ?? Haha .

2010-12-09T05:36:00.000-08:00

Aku rindu die !

How ? );

2010-12-08T08:40:00.000-08:00

I have one more paper to go tomorrow . And i proud to say i make an effort to study for today and tomorrow paper . Soooo wish me luck ! :D
Paper just now was manageable i guess . I think i manage to do the MCQ but when it come to section B i blank for the moment . Ok forget about today paper and lets do my best for tomorrow:)
Holiday is here and I'm going get myself busy with work . I don wish to stay at home the whole month besar kan perut . No thank , I'm getting bigger and i hate that ! :(
I got myself a job at Expo thanks to Zack and maybe will be starting this Friday , will have to confirm again . And weekends as usual kendarat . I hope by making myself busy, things will be much better . I just hope this end fast :)
K got to go sleep . Bye !

2010-12-07T02:30:00.000-08:00

I seriously don't get you at all !! Like seriously and i get mad all over this , yes just because of this . Whats wrong with me moving on with my life , trying to forget you now that we are just friend ? I don't see why am i be wrong here . You have her now and i have my own life to led . Is that wrong ?? Moving on , forgetting you does not mean we can't be friends . I never even once said we are not allow to be friends . But about me wanting to forget you , is that wrong ? I just don't get you ! Yes , i admit maybe they way i text you is difference but please we are friends like how you and the other girls . Friends , in which way you don't get it ??? !!! I get tired trying to explain to you . And nak kata kau bodoh , tak bodoh . Nak kata pandai tapi tak pahampaham. Friends is that i led my own life and you led your own without anyone controlling . You get mad , u said this and that about me and Hendra . And eh aku nye suke lah aku dengan kau matae pe ???? Tak kan !!! Kau dah ada aini kan ape lagi kau nak sibuksibuk aku ni sayang sape ke ape . If you are just asking if ok but kalau kau jaga tepi kain aku please TAK PERLU OK !!! Ape salah nye ok nak lupa kan kau ?

Someone : that's why i say mcm cpt g2
hahahahaha
dri dulu kan u uke dier
tkpe
ckp laki senang lupe
pmpan lagi senang nk lupe
why sey .

Ape sia maksud kau . Tak leh ke aku nak move . Kau nak aku tehegahhegah pat kau abe kau dengan pompan lain ??? Bingetbinget !!!!

Just get this , moving on does not mean we can't be friends alright ! :)

2010-12-05T05:04:00.000-08:00

Went for a movie with this two idiots yesterday at Tampines Mall . Well Hendra and I was suppose to go Waterfront but since the weather wasn't on our side , he made plan with Arep to watch Movie . And we watched The Haunted House the Project . At first it was kinda boring but slowly , when at the in the middle of the show , it became moremore scary ?? Haha . Not really ar but the last part , was super funny . Kekek ! Hendra laugh like crazy , because i was shocked when a face suddenly appear in front of the screen and i shouted "maaaaaaaaaaak " hahah . Stupid!

K Bye ! (:

2010-12-02T06:31:00.000-08:00

I kinda miss someone super much . I miss everything about you like seriously . Looks like you have move on with her for real and only for her ); . But is okay ,i will eventually move on soon . And please , stop all those like you "Mr Know everything" because you don't and not bit . Trust me you don't ! At All !!

And i can't wait to turn 18 , weeeeeeeee ~

Andand I'm sick !! -__-'

I can't think of anything to type now , so ya BYE! (:

2010-12-01T01:44:00.000-08:00

I want cornrows please !!!!!!!!

Does ITE approve this kind of hair ? If yes , by today i want do can ?? Please say they approve !

2010-11-27T22:00:00.000-08:00

Don't bother reading i just elaborating whats happening yesterday (:

I had an awesome day yesterday with Hendra and friends . They sure make my day better and for the moment i thought you never exist ! And when is home time , you came back into my mind and keep me thinking of you again . Fvck that !! So we went Grandlink and it was a last minute plan . In the morning Hendra text and asked if I'm free today so that he could book me first if their plan worked out . Since i was free and wanted plans to go out i agree and waited . And at 2pm he text saying to meet them at 3pm atYishun . But i meet them at 32.47 instead . Can't be blame as i had to bath and stuff and i was stuck on a traffic jam . Meet them then train-ed to Paya Lebar . Since Asri and Esha was late , we went for our lunch at Ananas . And wasn't be able to make up my mind what to eat , i skipped my lunch instead since i wasn't that hungry . But Hendra keep giving me food haha . After eating meet them and off to Grandlink . Book for 2hours . Sing sang blablabla and i have 3 blueblack on my hand thanks to Hendra ! I still own you two !!! Wait and see I'm going get my revenge ! Haha . After that train-ed to City Hall since Hendra wanted to buy a new wallet . Then eat our dinner at Long John Silver and ya thanks alot for forcing me to eat and eat until i can't !! Haha . Keluar dengan Hendra kene perut kosong sia kalau tak mati aku kekenyaan !!! HAHA After that sit behind Marina Steps for the moment . After then we decided to head home . And guess what ??? I took the wrong train home . I went to take the train which go toward Jurong . Nasib aku prasan kalau tak da sampai jurong baru perasan . Hahah .
I had fun with you guys ! So looking forward for the next outing! And Hendra Waterfront !!!! (:

2010-11-26T05:15:00.000-08:00

Since i have no school today , i stay home and revise my work ! Good girl huh! :D
But there still so many things which i don't know about my course . Blame me for not listening to teacher when she is teaching . Well my fault so i have to do double the work if i want to get 2.5 and above for my GPA . I would love to go to higher nitec and if it is possible i wound want to go to poly :) . And there still alot for me to study so i have to force myself to get away from my lappy for the moment and is hard . Haha .
And ya , i want keep myself busy with studies , things or whatever to get you out of my mind . Look like I'm wrong . I thought it would be better without you . But I'm wrong , it feels so different . Although we still keep in contact with each other , it just feel so different .
Aini you are one lucky girl to have him by your side , so appreciate him and never take him for granted :)
Well , for now i don't wish to be in love at the moment . Because my heart still belong to him and is just one sided love .
And hey , i kinda miss you nagging at me );

2010-11-23T04:55:00.000-08:00

Remember 'PakcikPakcik Dangdut ??"

Knowing you trying so hard to change for her , I'm happy for you . Knowing you trying to do something to get her love back , I'm happy for you . But please , don't act as if you know what I'm feeling right now , because you don't ! You don't even know what and how I'm feeling right now !
So please stop acting like MR KNOW EVERYTHING !! Hate that !

I'm so not over you , I'm so not ! But I'm not going to show that to you . I'm not going to show that I'm weak , hurt , mad , sad and etc . Because , i don't want to turn out weak in front of you . Every night , i don't seem to be able to control my tears . Without me realising , tears will start rolling down on my cheeks and eventually i will cry my self to sleep . Every now and then when i read her blog , my heart just hurt so freaking much knowing that you are happy with her with other girl and not me . I can't bear to go through this is just hurting me too much . Oh god please make this end , i don't wish this to continue . I can't no longer take it . Make my feelings for him disappear please ! I swear i never did love someone this much , his the first guy which I'm into deeply . Am if only you knew how i felt... );

2010-11-23T04:28:00.000-08:00

Koooooooooooooooooooooooooorang !!!!!!!
Buat outing ar ! Aku rindu korang sangatsangat . Da tk sekolah kan yang budakbudak Sec , buat plan after budak ITE habis exam kkkkk ??? :D

Gaaaaahhhhhhh ! Aku stress sangatsangat ! Nak tahu kenapa ? Exam coming and i have not even start revising . Satu benda haram dalam buku aku tak paham ! And project are so freaking annoying . Lepas satu da habis , yang lagi satu timbul . Irritsirrits !!!
Mama !! I feel like quitting ite and go back to secondray school can or not ?? Ite mendak !! Macam menyesal kan tak repeat sec4 kalau tak da habis Nlevel sekarang . Grr ! Stupid me , so much of better in hands on . Hands on ke tak same je . Tetap kau lembab sia Yana ! -______-
The only thing which keep me coming to school is my friends . Well ite might be boring and stuff but with those classmate around me , they sure make my day brighter :D

KBye! :D

2010-11-22T07:08:00.000-08:00

Remember this ? Well i did , it was our first picture taken by Syazwan candid at bedok Mac . The times when we were still contacting as friend , trying to know more about each other , I swear i miss those times . You were such a sweet guy and such a caring guy . I remember the first time i saw you , well it was kind of embarrassing for me because i was about to fall and you were behind me with your pose wanted to catch me the moment i fall . Haha . And remember the lollipop when Ad snatch it away from and cause it to broke . You pass it back to me and apologies on his behalf . Remembering all that , i miss Bedok and spending time with you back then . But everything seem to change in a blink of eye . We were arguing more then we talk . And everyday seems to be the same . We never fail to find fault with each other . Despite all that argument/fight it make me love you more and more and make me not want to let you go . But the moment i get to know about your ex , everything seem to change . And now , we are only friends .

If only i could wish .... Dream on Yana . Move on....

2010-11-21T06:57:00.000-08:00

Well i assume you we are just friends now , since you have already told her that we are just simply friends now . So i guess we are and this time is for real . Well i regret every single time waiting for you and ending up in this state . You won't know how it felt like until you went through the same shits that I'm going through now . My heart are broken into tiny little pieces and yet you over there happily with her . Well i know you are are trying to prove to her and trying to get her love back . Well i hope you succeed in doing that . All the best . I thought you were different but nehh you are just the same like them . I'm stupid to believe you back then . So stupid that i ended up in this state . And all thanks to you ShafulNizam !

Well we promise each other that we won't leave each other but yadaa , this happen . You keep repeating those lines (you know yourself better) to make me feel guilty when i wanted to leave you . But without me knowing , you yourself have thrown me away from your heart . It show me clearly , yesterday ,that you love me no more . And you lie to me that you still do . Well , you never change , you kept lying to me over and over again . Remember , when you were still attach without me knowing , you looked for a new entertainer (thatsme) and now after she came back to you , you throw me away .

Well is okey , i believe in karma and one day karma will get you and you will feel you own medicine .And by then , i will sit back and watch .

Labels:If i were to treat you the same way you treat me , you will hate me .

2010-11-21T01:05:00.000-08:00

I love my Family . Do you ??

I'm bored and I'm feeling so down . Have yet to get over about yesterday . Like seriously i Hate yesterday ! Can i forget yesterday ??!!

I want go farfar away from here can ? I don' wish to stay here . I want go farfar away form you !

I hate you like not! . Haish , please make me hate you . Please make me forget about you . Don't text me and stop giving me missed call . Irritating lah . Just don't bother about me . Fvck you go go go go go go go go go , GO AWAY !!!

So ya i bought my shoes ! Happy sekali , tapi orang yang saya ajak teman tu salah orang ar . Tahu tak ajak kau ! If you want to accompany me , then bear with it . Nak mengamokmengamok pergi balik sudah ! GeramGeramGeram !!

And ya you purposely did that right ? You love doing things to hurt me right ?

K whatever nak pedihpedih pulak .

Exam coming and i have yet to start any revision . Gossshh !

K bye ! :D

2010-11-20T22:48:00.000-08:00

The moment i notice something on your finger , i knew something has change . And the moment you start ignoring all that when i have told you a thousand times , i knew something has change . And the moment you answer that question of mine , i knew everything has change .

I know i have said i wouldn't want to wait for you no more but is hard you see , because the fact is my hearts still belong to you . And i tried so hard to forget you but it doesn't seem to work . I'm sorry but i can't hold back my tears , is just seem fvcking hard and you just don't seem to notice it and even care .

And YES ! I HATE YESTERDAY !!! FVCK YESTERDAY !!

2010-11-19T02:46:00.000-08:00

Guess what ?? I think I'm starting to hate guys . I don't know why is just that they sux and most of them are just the same . MOST not all . Andand ya ya , i hate people who hate me because of a guy . Please ar irrits sia orang ni macam . Jangan step kenal aku ar nak cakap aku nye orang suke flirt . BODOW ! Andand i also hate , Lagilagi yang ini . Tak kenal tak ape , tak pernah jumpa atau nampak tak tentu pasal benci aku . And semalam first time nampak aku step mane nye friendly je . Sepak dahi kau baru tahu !! Irritsirrtis !!!

Haha , irrits pe semua pasal hate , k whatever :D

Lets talk about me , life been great with great people around me who never fail to make me happy . But love life still remain the same . But I'm sorry to say this but i have make up my mind I'm no longer interested to wait for you no more . Well , i give up :D

And now , i don't think there is any third party holding you back since i have made a decision to step back and move on with my life . LOVE is so troublesome and so heart breaking . And especially those LOVE TRIANGLE sux even more . Thrust me , is not easy to do this , but i wouldn't want this to go on forever . So I'm making my mind up , I'm moving on with my life without you . You can say anything that you feel like it . Because you words won't bring me down . My life and my decision . I don't own anyone an explanation . And seriously leaving you is hard so please don't make things even harder , you know what i mean right . Lets stay as JUST FRIEND and not more . Don't worry i will move one and forget you and you should do that too . And please , love one girl ONLY in future , Thanks :D

2010-11-16T07:10:00.000-08:00

If only you knew , i bet you will stop me . But I don't wish this to continue . I want this to end real fast . I'm sick and tired of everything . If only you were in my shoe , you will understand why I'm doing this . I hate to do this , all i did is just hurting myself . Tell me do anyone in the world love hurting their self for nothing ? I don't think there is , if there is i guess there something wrong with that person . HAHA . Sharing someone you love with someone else is not something fun to do and it can led to heartbreaking and etc . And that sux to the max max maximum ! But its okey , ENDURE is all i need to do .

Ps ; If only you knew why ...

2010-11-09T05:50:00.000-08:00

I came across someone blog and read them . And it happen this someone want sooo much to spend time with his/her Dad whom going away for a few years for a reason . And when i read somehow it make me sad when some people their Dad is still right infront of them where they can easily meet him but they don't even try make an effort to . And all they did was visit him once a year during Raya . Would you like if your son/daughter did that to you ? How would you feel ? Have you ever think about his feeling ? I doubt so . Are you that busy with your work that you can't even call and asked how is he doing and etc ? Ni lah orang , da besar dah pandai dah senang , lupa kan darah daging sendiri and even worst is that he is your DAD . Seperti " Kacang lupa kan kulit " . Is sad to see this happening in front of you . Even when he say that he doesn't care , let me tell you , he does . And is so obvious he is hurting by the way you guys treat him . Well i hope Karma get both of you and you will come begging him forgiveness . I just hate this kind of people . He's you biological Father mind you !

2010-11-07T02:40:00.000-08:00

Baby look into my eyes and tell me you love .

Its hurts when you no longer trust me like how you do back then . I swear it hurts me . But did you care ? No don't think so . I think you don't . You keep repeating the same thing . Like hello , i have feeling , and it hurts me every time you doubt me . Yes , i know I know I'm contacting with other guys now apart from you . But when i say i treat them as friends , i really do . Do i treat them like you ? NO . Do i love them like i love you ? NO . Do i care for them like i care for you ? NO . No , i don't treat them like i treat you . I treat only you special because you meant everything to me . But all you did is doubt me . Why ? Simply because you don't trust me . You said , i change . Yes i know i change but do i want to ? No , it happen without me realizing . And i have been trying so hard to be the old me whom you know but you never did notice it and all you did now is finding fault with me every now and then . I'm sick and and tired of it , fighting and arguing with each other for almost everyday . I no longer see love but all i see is us fighting every SINGLE DAY ! I miss the old us , the times we jokes around and etc . And now all is just stupid fights and did you notice it when we fight , we are fighting for the same old thing . Is annoying when we keep arguing for the same thing every time . I know I'm not good enough for you . And I know I can not longer take care for you like how i did back then , you say so yourself . Its ok , its alright . I will just e n d u r e everything .

2010-11-04T02:37:00.000-07:00

School last for 2hrs today . And i was late so which means , i come for only 1hrs lesson . Or shall i say , came school but all i did was facebook-ing . Mendak giler , i know .
I miss my botak pet ! Ya , yesterday was not enough . Well i hope , he is free tomorrow to accompany me . Andand i wish spent time with him alone which i mean , i want you and me alone without any friends of yours along . Get it ? Sekali pon tkpe lah , because when you with your friends , i feel left out . Kau layan kawan kau aku layan diri aku . Diaaaaaam je nanti mood aku tibatiba hilang and nanti tibatiba gaduh -_-"
Oh oh oh . I'm just worried about ...... isssh nevermind .
K bye !

2010-11-03T05:55:00.000-07:00

Had a short meet up with Am just now at ITE simie . He went there for some career show , since is nearer to my place i meet him . And well , since i finish earlier then i expected , bus-ed to ITE Simie with Suzana . While waiting for bus , i was feeling quite nervous about meeting him as if it was our first meet . Feeling excited and nervous . Is kinda puzzle me because all this while i had never feel that way if i were to me him but today seems different . Whatever it is , I'm happy enough that he asked for a meet up :D

Meet up there , after then went to Eastpoint for our lunch . Since Am have been craving for sushi , bought for him sushi . After we bought them , we meet the rest at banquet . And Am had to make all kind of " enjoying his sushi expression" try to imagine that . Kinda cute but at the same time , mintak kene sepak . HAHA ! After eating his sushi , he went to order a plate of noodle ape tah . And i get myself one to . Not even half of my food touch , i lost my appetite . I have no mood to eat and started playing with my food . I even try forcing myself to eat since i find it a waste to throw it away . But i was scolded by Am for playing with my food and forcing myself to eat it . But like always i deny it and say i was not . Lol . But die tak bodoh ok . After eating sat there wait for Asri . And like so not us if in a day if we don't fight or perangai . Well this time is my fault i know , but eh dengan aku pon maseh nak message die ke ?? Grr . Well it last for only a few minute of me ignoring him and perangai . Soon we were ok , but i still did not manage to get my mood back . I'm sorry Pet .

Right now , I'm so worried for you . I wish i could do something to help you and your family . I pity you and your family ): Hope everything end fast . Lets pray for miracle to happen .

Andand aku sayang kau k bye ! (:

2010-11-02T09:25:00.000-07:00

Had a short meet up with Feeqa and Iella just now at Downtown East . Since the accident , downtown seem to be lacking of people . So the sunyi there . LOL . Went behind Burger King sat there talk while copying notes . Talking to them really make me feel better because they truly understand how i felt all this while . Especially Feeqa , she really feel me because we are in the same situation . I was super frustrated just now , feel like punching someone face until his / her nose senget! Grrr , geram aku ! Since Feeqa had to go home and study at 7plus we went off . Well at least i feel better after talking to them . Lets meet up again this time with with the rest .

Btw MUZZ aku rindu kau oi !! Meetmeetmeetmeet :D

2010-11-02T06:16:00.000-07:00

I'm so sorry for what happening to your family now . I feel so bad now for making you mad and stuff . See , you must share things with me Pet , when i don't know things , i will tend to shoot words which can make you frustrated and sad . I hope , you and your family is strong enough to go through this . Take care of ibu and your sister alright . Cheer up Am .
If you need a ear to listen on , I'm here . If you need a shoulder to cry on , I'm here too ,
I know you are strong to go through this (:

really funny girl getting anoyed because she cannnot sing the right notes

2010-11-02T06:13:00.000-07:00

This make me laugh ! WATCH!

HAHAHA

Jangan Sakiti Aku [Syurga Cinta Klip]

2010-11-02T05:53:00.000-07:00

2010-10-31T21:50:00.000-07:00

In class right now and I'm bored . Gaaahh !! Project have yet to be complete . How ? Tomorrow need to do presentation . We haven even finish half of it . Damn it . Anyone want help us ? Mr Yar project still haven started . So many project yet so little time . I hate project!
Sitting beside Suzana in class is fun :D . Sepak muke sampai hidung terpusing boleh ? Haha .

I miss Am , has been a long time since i meet him . Well he doesn't have time for me and i don't wish to keep on asking him when to meet and stuff . So ya I'm just keeping quiet and it seems that he doesn't even bother to ask me when to meet and stuff . It has always been me asking all this while . It has always been me and not you -_-'
K bye!

2010-10-31T09:57:00.000-07:00

Can we stop fighting for atleast a day ? I sick and tired of fighting every now and then . Erghhh !!! Anyone nice come and take my fhone away from me for atleast a day . Naik penat ar gaduh 24jam ! Aku nak tumbuk orang sampai hidung senget please . Gaaaahh !!

I want watch sunset with you , but i don't think you would want to . So anyone nice, lets go watch sunset with me . Oh ya , kawan oh kawan kata nak tengok sunset dengan aku . Sampai sekarang tak tengoktengok pon . -___-

K bye (:

2010-10-31T08:32:00.000-07:00

Sometimes silents are better . Keeping about how you really felt to yourself is better then letting it out . If he treat her better , meet her more often , love her more , smile and act as if nothing is happening . Act as if you don't care but the fact is , you really do .Smile , laugh as if nothing is bothering you . If he's happy , you happy too . When he's down and sad over something , be there for him cheering him up until he's alright . When he scold you , nag at you , shut you mouth and don't fight back . Listen to him and admit your mistake . It's ok to be at fault sometimes . But when he's in wrong and you are being scold and nag for nothing you just keep quite and wait till he clam down talk to him . But if his still think he was not in fault ,then just ignore it and say sorry even if you think you were not in fault . By doing this you will prevent from fighting with each other .

How you wish you could do the same , but like alwasy , all you did was the oppsite of it .

2010-10-30T05:42:00.000-07:00

We often meet once in a month and you meet her , twice or thrice in a week . Is that fair ? When i asked you out , to watch movie or even window shopping spending time together , you give all sortz of excuse . But when she asked , you agree to anything . When i asked you out , you give me excuses such as " nak pergi mane sey . Keluar takde plan nanti mendak" , " i takde duit lah lain ar kalau ada, keluar takde duit mendak ". When asked him to watch movie , " tengok citer ape ? takde citer bestbest mendak " , " Duit tkde " . When i say about him going out with her to movie date with her back then you told me it was her who treated you . I was never your first priority not even once . Be it now or back then . I was only made as an option to you . I never felt that i was important to you not even once . Let say this again NEVER . While i have been alwasy making you my first priority making you my everything . You were never fair to me . Fvck yo ! :D

2010-10-29T22:53:00.000-07:00

I swear i have been giving him a hard time nowdays . My attitude is getting worst . Have been finding fault with him even the smallest thing we could fight like there is no ending . I have to stop this . I'm tired , his tired , the both of us are a tired of the same old same shit . I have got stop it . I know i have been saying all sorts of unwanted things to you . But believe me , it was said during i was not on my stable state . I just sorry for those harsh words . I just miss us . We have been fighting alot then we talk . I just hate this . I sorry .

Believe me , i have never given up , not even once .

2010-10-28T09:16:00.000-07:00

I'm sorry i broke down and cried . I can't seems to hold back my tears while typing out those message . I'm just felt so weak damn weak . I can't seem to go through this anymore , but i have too . I'm just confuse of what happening around . Nowdays , i get irritated by people around me so easily . Be it my family members or friend and even him . Why ? I don't have any answer to it . But Yana you have to stay strong to go through this one more time . You have been there before so im sure Yana you can do it again .

Ps : I miss us );

2010-10-20T02:12:00.000-07:00

Life sucks to the maximum ! I mean LOVE life sucks not my life . Get it ?I starting to hate the word Love . Why , because you told me you love me but you said the same thing to her . Damnit ! I tried putting myself in your sheos trying to accepct the fact you love two girls at the same time . But tell me , if you were in my shoe what would you do ? Sit back and relax knowing you have a rival in Love ?? Well i don't do that, is either i move on forget him or fight for him .Gaaahhh !!! I hate Love tirangle !

You , yes you please go fvck the tong sampah ! You are getting on my nerve !

K bye ..

I'm starting to miss YANA . I miss me .

2010-10-18T06:39:00.000-07:00

Dear friend of mine , you change alot . And i mean alot . You are so becoming typical minah . No offences my friends . Why the sudden change ? Its so shocking , and so tak perlu . Please eh please no eh . Stop it eh perangai . We prefer the old you , the sweet inoccent little girl . Not the wannabe typical minah . I guess i would not mention any name . You yourself figure out who are you . Change my friend , we miss the old you :D

2010-10-15T08:39:00.000-07:00

I miss me Central Girls alot ! No training means we don't get to see each other . Except for Azu , Raph and Kim since we are the only central player who went for the polite training . Seriously , it feels so different training with all those from West and East . I feel out and small . Yes , i do make friends with them and yes they are friendly but i just feel different . And i feel small whenever i start training with them . Somehow i tends to lose all my cofident when i'm with them . Like someone who has just start playing soccer , a newbie . -_-' Wierd huh ? Ok whatever lest put that aside .

I'm so looking forward for the coming Tuesday *wide smile*

2010-10-14T08:28:00.000-07:00

Life has been great with family and friends whom never fail to make my day . And not forgetting Pet . But love life sucks big time ! I just hate to be in this situation . This just never end , and i'm just confuse of what to do , im just speecless . He did make me happy and he did make me feel like being love but im wondering is that just an act ? Im comfuse of this sitution . One after another . I can't do much but wait , wait for him to be over with his confusion world . But when will that day come ? Its have been a few months with he and his confusion world . I'm just tired of all the same thing happening . Back then it was A and now B . Things never end i guess till someone make the decision . And that decision should made by him , me or her ?? Till someone make a decision , the problem will never end and the three of us will be stuck in this sitution till ...?
I know you have been putting yourself down and blaming yourself for this . But i never did blame you for this , as i made my own decision , get that ? Yes , you have hurt me in many ways , alot of time , but ape beza nye aku . But whatever reason you did , whatever thing you did which hurt me alot , my love towards you never change abit . Im still loving you like how i use to love you . You might have doubt me but i don't have a reason to lie .

And please lets stop quarreling over the same old thing . Is getting on my nerve
-______-
K bye! :D

Ps:I can lie to anyone but not myself .

2010-10-11T04:41:00.000-07:00

AKU JEALOUS !

k bye !

2010-10-10T08:47:00.000-07:00

I had fun working today ((:
Made new friend with someone called Farhan and Ina . Shaboy can make me laugh . Seriously , he make an announcement and asked me to go to the DJ table , and guess what he say the moment i approach him, " tadi ada orang salam aku . Cute giler sia die ! " *with his expression*
Pantat ! Aku pikir nak suruh aku bikin ape ke nk kene nagging ke . Haha . Perangai gatal ! haha .
Wondering who he is , he is my so called boss , oh ya currently i'm working as kendarat (:
Kendarat pon kendarat lah , asl kan ada duit :D

You , please stop bringing yourself down . Gaaahh Hate it when you did that ! * muke marah *

To all readers if there is lar kan , i won't be updating much . Nowadays , my mind will go like totally blank when i want update something and all the things i have in my mind will disappear . Irrits kan aku tahu . so ya. (:

I FREAKING MISS THE SHAHFULNIZAM WHOM I KNOW LAST TIME ! ;(

2010-10-08T09:24:00.000-07:00

I had fun with Dog, Pig and sheep's , they sure knows how to make my day !<3

Meet Iella at Bugis , supposedly to meet at Tampines but then since she wants to a look around for a new jeans at Bugis , we meet there instead . But i was damn lazy to go out so wait for her at platform instead . After that train-ed to PayaLebar . We soooo wanted to sing our lungs out but sodey was full and we have to wait till 5.30pm , since we have to meet Feeqa and Nuyun at downtown at 5.3opm so kita lupa kan je hajat kita . Play arcade for a while , after that train-ed to Pasir Ris . Meet them , abe perut memanggil untuk makan , so had my Lunch . After that slacked behide BK for a while before meeting Icesyah . Had some photo taking session with this Beruk's(:
After there procceed to Icesyah block , before that bought my chocolate yogurt . Ok , it so memuak kan . Kalau aku tahu aku beli yang kecik je . In orang cakap TAMAK! (:
Can't resist them . Nice but if you eat to muck soo muak .
After meeting Icesyah , slack under Arini block , bump insto her when she was on her way home . So she join us , play card and talk crap . OK Adik kau CUTE/HOT ! *melts*
Haha . At 9plus we went on our separated way (:

Ps : IloveKorang!(:

2010-10-07T09:46:00.000-07:00

Went jalanjalan at yishun park cari hantu with Hendra and friends . Gossh !! Mendak !! hahaha.

Best part happen when i was on my way home or to be extact when Hendra sent me at intre . Alermek ! Part aku semua mendak !! Haha .

Oh hee , i got my double choclate!! Wee ~ Sodap oi !!

Oh , bagus ar kalau kau sedar semalam kau tk layan aku sangat pikir tk tak tahu ^^

School opening this Monday Cepat pe ?! Holiday 2 minggu tak rasa sey , lagilagi first week . Sumpah tak rasa . Gaaahhh !!

Saya nak shoppingshopping . Sape nak teman kan ??

K bye nak otp ((:

2010-10-06T09:48:00.000-07:00

Meet ShahfulNizam just now , Gossh! i freaking miss him . And frankly speaking , time spent with him just now was not enough ! And i hurt my ankle just now ! Asshole , macam thanks gitu kan . Akibat jalan tak tahu tengok bawah . Bodoh pe kau yana !
Holiday seems boring to me , I'm stuck at home most of the time and no want wants to accompany me out . Whenever i asked someone , he or she is not free . And when i ask Pet out guess what " i malas ar , duduk rumah diamdiam sudah . "
-__________-
Mendak and I'm growing fat ! Food will be my company whenever I'm bored and babat will be the result . Pet cakap aku makan tembam ! Goossh , gemuk pat pipi tak bestnye .
Besok nak keluar !!! Kawan ajak explore cari hantu pat yishun park . Nak ikut ke tak eh ?? Hmm .
Imagine eh nampak benda semua lari aku lari mcm budak cacat kat belakang dengan ankle aku ni . Goossh! haha !
K otak blank bye ! ((:

2010-09-25T09:35:00.000-07:00

Sesungguh nye aku rindu kau !

2010-09-25T08:26:00.000-07:00

Yesterday was a blast . I had fun with this people<3>

Was suppose to meet them at busstop WS primary but since smua janji melayu kan meet went to Feeqa house first . Was lazy to meet them there call them up and asked them to meet at Feeqa house instead and also our first house .

Ada orang nak tipu tapi kan , aku padahal dah tahu .

Yana : *called Syuk * Hello , kau pat mane ?

Syukri : Ni sape ?

Yana : Yana lar , kau dekat mane ?? Kita jumpa rumah feeqa terus ar , first house .

Syukri : Aku da sampai sia mane korang ?

Yana : Banyak kau nye da sampai nak tipu tak agakagak , khai sorang je sia da sampai .*laugh*

Syukri : Eh ? *laugh* aku nak jumpa muzzz kk jumpa rumah Feeqa ,bye *put down the phone*

Haha Cute sia ni kambing . Waited for like 1hours for the rest , ok sumpah dorang lambat. Syuk ye ye je jumpa pukul dua end up kau yang lambat . So after meeting the rest , meeting skejap rumah sape nak go next while eating since mak Feeqa masak kan kita . Ok sumpah Syabil cute !Geeeram je aku ! Haha

Second house was erm one new art teacher in Greenview i forget her name . Sumpah her house lawa giler and rumah die ada pool !! Fun kan !

Yana : Muzz , ni kalau rumah aku kan kau datang everyday tak ?

Muzz : Datang siol takyah pergi downtown maen pool . Mendak je ,

"yana aku datang rumah kau maen pool eh"

Haha , sumpah lawa .Sempat pulak main abe rumah die pon ada swing ! I nak swing pat rumah i !! Haha . Stay the longest there . After that proceed to Mr Rahman house . After a few mintues there Syuk kata pat tingkat 4 ada kawan Yusof tinggal nama Shirah . Kita nye confident naik la kan . Was wondering kalau rumah kawan die asl kita yang tak kenal kene beri salam semua abe yang laki semua diri sembunying kan diri eh .

Me and the rest of the girls : *walk towards the house , Assalamualaikum !

Owner : Walaikumusalah .

Iella : Kita kawan Shirah .

Owner : Shirah mane ?

We turn around yang lelaki semua tengah lari naik tangga cume Sein je yang stay .

Dapat tahu Shirah tu tak exist . Pantat ! Kita kene tipu and we girls could fall of it . Hahaha ! Siak betul . And so one till the last house which was Ainul . Before going home slack for the moment talk about Misteri Jam 12 . Haha Syukri sumpah kecoh ! Haha !

Did i tell you guys , i fall went we were walking towards the busstop while talking to my Mum . Haha Selenger kan aku ((:

2010-09-23T09:11:00.000-07:00

Haha , looking at this picture remind me of Pet and the moment when we were still in Ite Bedok How i miss those times .

This post it just specially for you . I'm glad we are ok and i don't wish this to happen again alright . You told me you want change so i hope you mean what you say . I'm sorry if i scold vulgarities to you , but trust me i didn't mean it but i was freaking mad at you at that part of time so yeah , like you say it has pass so let the past be past and the future stay . I'm just hoping you start thinking now , i just don't wish to stay in this situation for long . So better start thinking and get you mind working . And please please cheer up alright , and don't keep things from me . I promise to be there for you whenever you need me .((:

2010-09-23T02:55:00.000-07:00

So yesterday went for raya outing with some of my classmates and Malek . Since some did not manage to tag along , the five of us still went for it and Malek was asked along . I swear i had a great time even though my mind was disturb by something but putting that aside i had fun !First house was mine , since i was been a lazy pig to fetch them from inter ask them to came under my void deck instead since Aliff knows where i stay so we meet under my block . Adlin came later then the rest so instead of going up to my house first , we wait for Adlin instead and we coincidentally wore the same colour .

Second house was Malek which was at Sengkang , third house was Syazwan and we spend the longest times there . There Guitar Hero and Adlin and i decided to play that , and i was the drummer and Adlin's the guitaress . I'm such a pro not ! Haha . Had a super fun time there ,at least it make my mind stop thinking about you for the moment . After playing for like .... i forget at 7plus we proceed to the next house which was Suzana's and it was at Pionear . Gosssh ! It's damn freaking far from my home which is at Tamp . Imagine to one end and the other end . Wanted to go to Shamsia house but timing wasn't on our side so we cancel it .

When the train stop at lakeside it remind me of you . DamnIt ! I miss kau bodoh ! Ok whatever Yana .

Suzana house lawa ! And she got a pet cat call .... ok lupa . Haha . At 9pm we went off . Suzana sent us off at bus stop and the last part was funny ! Haha ! Only Adlin , Suzana and me know what happen . Nak cover line je kau eh !! Haha

Gues what i wa been stupid to take bus instead or train and i reach home at 12 . Gaaahh ! Had to take 4 bus before reaching Tampines . From Poinear to Boon lay to Woodlands to Yishun and the finally Tampines . Should take train instead sia !

Don bother reading it if you find it boring was bored so decided to do a long post about yesterday .

*shout* ADLIN UPLOAD PICTURE ! i want them ((:

2010-09-23T02:49:00.000-07:00

I can't wait for tomorrow !! Aku rindu korang sangatsangat . Feeqa kau makesure pergi . Tak aku sepak kang aru tahu !
School was fine , was dismissed early then usual since there some of them who have yet taken their phase test so were dismiss early . Feyra was suppose to go for her test but then da pandai kan , cabut . Slack for awhile before going home .

Ok , aku rindu die . But what to sey ego sangat kan . Taknak maaf kan die kan . Amik kau Yana );

PS ; Loving you still .

2010-09-21T09:11:00.000-07:00

Nobody decides for you but yourself . If you choose this path , then accepted all obstacle that came in your way . Be it hard or easy since you choose this then pandaipandai lar kau . Ni lah Yana sayang sangat dekat orang pon takda gunanye . Orang da tipu kau berulangulang pun kau maseh nak percaye ? Bodoh kan aku . Tahu !
Lesson learnt nak sayang orang pun berpadepade lar kan . And don't judge it's book by it's cover . Harap kan muke je tapi peranagi same je macam yang lain . Goosshh !!

Okay tibatiba aku rindu Ahmad pulak ... Haha Random kan aku tahu . Ina kata dorang nak jalan raya this Friday . Pantat arh !! Friday aku keluar Friday jugak korang keluar . Gaahh! Tukar hari lain ar , please, aku nak join korang sia .

Aku rindu tu orang sia . Haish sumpah sia kalau aku tahu kau matae orang dulu tak ingin sia aku contact kau . Perangai mintak penumbuk dari Yana sia !

K bye!

2010-09-21T08:29:00.000-07:00

Had match with Singapore Poly just now at ITE Simie , and we won 1-0 thanks tu sape eh name die k aku lupa . After bathing and stuff of to tampines straight since Galah want to borrow my shade . Ok kau buat aku tungguh , datang dengan 'motor' pon lambat ! Guess what he came with his friend scooter haha perangai step cute sia kau .

I love my friends super much . You guys never fail to put my face to smile with korang nye stupid lames jokes ((:
I know you guys want the best for me , but i can't lie that i love him fvcking much and it is hard for me to move on and just freaking get him out of my mind .

And to you just freaking leave me alone for the moment , i will be thankful if you did . I need time , i need to freaking time forget this . And please like i told you i will text you once I'm fine thanks and i apprentice if you understand and left me alone for the moment (:

And to you , ask your freaking stalker friend of yours to just leave Emma alone . Stop texting her to leave ___ alone . Is so damn annoying lar ass ! Jangan jadi irritating at lepas formspring , Message dekat phone die . Senang jumpa face to face kan . Irrits eh ada orang macam gini . Bukan salah die pon salah laki kau , yang gatal sangat.

2010-09-20T05:42:00.000-07:00

BESAR NYE PENIPU HARAM !! Selama 7 bulan ni eh aku tertipu eh . I thought you were different but i was wrong, you are just the same , I misjudge you . And i can't blame anyone but myself for believing you all this while . I can 't believe for like 3 months i have been contacting with someone guy back then till the day you broke up with her . Tak ke tu macam pengacau realisationship orang tu ?? You said that time of time you were lonely and decided to make friends with me but you could atlest told me that you status which is attach but complicated . Can't you ?? Must you fake you statues ?? Kalau aku tahu lar kan dulu kau masih matae orang tak ingin sia aku nak contact kau ! I just FVCKING hate liars !!!!!!!! Don't you love giving girls hope and in a second you can just dash them just like that ? I'm mad at you fvcking mad at you ! LIAR !
Citer lame kau kata ? Untuk kau ar lame but untuk aku lame tak lame sangat ar brother . It happen only a few months back . Kau marah aku pasal aku contact Hendra eh setakat conatct lar eh . Aku tak macam kau la . Berapa banyak pompan kau nak pon aku tak tahu ar . Seronok tipu aku selama ini biler kau kata kau keluar pergi tengok wayang dengan kawan luar padahal pergi dating dengan dia . Bukan sekali kau tipu aku da berkali-kali kau tipu . Kalau dulu kau tipu pasal orang lain sekarang kau tipu pasal die . Tak sudahsuah pe kau nak tipu ??? Kau punye tipu tak boleh pergi sejauh mane lar , macam mane kau cuba nak sembunying dari aku sooner or later aku tahu jugak !!
Oh , you just won an award under the catergory of the BIGGEST LIAR !!

2010-09-18T02:27:00.000-07:00

People change , even yourself . You can expect people to remind the same forever don't you . And sometime when people change it sometime has something to do with you . Now sit and think does it has got something to do with you and why ?

2010-09-17T08:02:00.000-07:00

Gaaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhhhhh !!!

Aku Rindu orang !!

Biler ni benda nak habis pon aku tak tahu.The same old cycle repeating itself . Lamelame Give up jugak sia aku .

2010-09-15T03:56:00.000-07:00

I can't stand with people editing their pictures and and especially editing their face making their face look prettier then real life . Haha -_______-
But is your people life so heck care lar. Aku random aku tahu(:

I'm sorry I lie ):

Love sucks ! Third party suck even more ! Fourth party make me want to kill them ! ((:

Friends can be there for us sometimes but when it comes to Kawan makan kawan kau pergi bunuh diri sendiri sudah !

Liars you people can take gun and shoot yourself !

2010-09-14T08:52:00.000-07:00

I feel like crying now and i don't even know why . I'm feeling down waaaaay to down now . Aku sedih , tapi aku marah , at the same time aku geram tapi aku tak tahu dekat sape . I need something to make me feel better . Anything asal kan aku feel better . Someone or anything please . Arggghh !!!!

2010-09-12T09:50:00.000-07:00

Gua rindu same ShahfulNizam Bin Talib!

2010-09-12T09:21:00.001-07:00

You got mad when i text him but when you text THEM how would i feel ? I feel double then what you feel . The way you text them is it the same way i text him ? Hell no! You text them the same way as you text me while i text him is like a friend texting each other . Trust me you don't know how i feel . I just hate that particular feeling in my heart each time everytime i got to know something . Ergh !! For once feel me boy . I'm not asking much , all I'm asking is for you to feel me . Think before you do things . I admit at times i hurt you but i just don't know why i tends to revenge on you when things happen . You don't notice it but i do . Sometimes i do things to get back to you , is to let you feel the same way i feel but i don't mean it it just that emotion get over me and that's what happen . When i did something to get back to you , i feel like i achieve something, dalam bahasa melayu 'Puas' but when you get to know about it i regret doing it . I regret doing something just to get back to you . I regret hurting you and I'm sorry . I wondering when can you start thinking properly boy when ? How much longer ? I have been patience with you as i love you too deep but people have their limits .
But is alright , I'm willing to wait for you . I'm just hoping this end faster and for once feel me Sepet!

2010-09-12T08:14:00.000-07:00

Raya-ing has been fun expect that Mama working so before 9pm we have to stop and continue tomorrow.Nevermind tomorrow shall be raya-ing till night.As Mama off day! Wee! Oh yah i have test tomorrow! Gossh i totally forget about it! Leceh ar can holiday come faster ? As day pass i'm becoming so lazy to attend school.I feel like changing course. So not that interested in my currently course.But so leceh ar nk tukar course.Gaaahhh!!So mendak!! Will do a proper post next time otak blank!

BYE!!!(:

2010-09-12T08:11:00.000-07:00

SELAMAT HARI RAYA MAAF ZAHIR DAN BATIN ! ((:

2010-09-08T03:01:00.000-07:00

When people contacting with theirs ex's chances of them getting back together are higher.Sigh.Why now?I just hate love life.Guys just can't get enough huh ? One by one.One after another.Argh ! Can't they just stick to one instead of a whole bunch of them.Is one not enough? I have been trying to bear with it with you contacting her loving her .Now comes your beloved ex.This just never ends right ? How much longer boy must i go through this.Like i told you before if you don't think we going any further tell me quick.Hurt me now not later.I'm sick and tired with this kind of situation.

You sucks , i suck , they sucks , we sucks !

2010-09-08T01:47:00.000-07:00

Aku da baaaaaaaaaaaaaik !!!!!
Suke Yana?? Haha.Suke oi sape tak suke.Mau merana je aku 5 hari tu sumpah sakit! Aku rindu classmates aku ! Going to attend school tomorrow! Mintakmintak rambut tak kene dengan Yar sudah!
Baju Raya da beli da semua last minute or what.This year pakai grey (: . Mama kata beli satu je this year abe lar kan pat First lady nampak baju biru ni mcm lawa je abe ape lagi beli ar.Saw Pet sister's there such a preetyhead. Ok rumah belum kemas !! Haha aku punye malas nak kemas rumah.Gosshh!
Sape yang baik hati nak kemas kan rumah aku?? Pey pemalas kau! HAHA
Eh notice something besok da nak malam raya! Haha Randoom pe aku.
Aku rinduuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu ________ lu pikir lar sendiri((:

2010-09-04T08:40:00.000-07:00

So yesterday when to buke with secondary friends.Sumpah aku rindu korang! And since is Pet birthday,asked him along.Well I'm sorry i could not get you any present but all i could get you a cupcake and a picture printed of you and a birthday wish written behide the picture and a birthday treat.Well it's the thoughts that count so hope you like it((:

And we bump into Seri and Haiqi there.Haha.Pet dari pendiam terus macam kecoh gitu kan.Cute pe kau! Haha.Went to breakfast later then usual since Sherina and Fadyat arrived late and confirm tempat makan pack so buke air je dulu.

At 8plus then went for our late breakfast at KFC.Saw Haikal there smile and walk.So sit eat after eating when outside since they want to smoke.After that walk.Ok lepas tu aku dengan Pet da separated dengan dorang pasal Feeqa! Haha,keluar masuk keluar masuk batang hidung korang pon aku tak nampak.

So we give up and text Sein saying we will be going off soon so sit for while then Pet thought china men mane tah duduk sebelah die checkcheck Haiqa da.Haha.After that balik.

Ok sumpah perut aku sakit thanks to KFC!):

Aku sayang kau bye!

2010-09-02T20:09:00.000-07:00

Cheyy da legel age lar ni Sepet!!

Happy birthday!

Dah besar lar dia.Hee.I harap dengan umur yang meningkat,perangai kame akain menjadi lebih mantang,menjadi seorang yang baik dan penyabar.Harap semua impianimpian you akan tercapai,Amin!

Takmor marahmarah,gembira dan senyumsenyun selalu.Semogo you bahagia disamping keluarga yang tercinta !
Selamat Hari Jadi! (: <3

2010-09-01T06:54:00.000-07:00

Alhamdulilah adik back at home and she alright.((;

Saye da highlight rambut andand saye gunting bangs.Ok saya malu nak pergi sekolah on Friday! Hahaha.

Meet Kakak Yana at Sengkang just now at 12plus supposedly timing set was 10am and delaydelay end up met at 12plus.After meeting her,take LRT to Rhumbia and to that auntie house.House like a mini saloon already sey.If that happens to be my house everyday my hairstyle change.Haha.After fisih all went to compassvale mall accompany Ina to look for Atu b'day present.After that home sweet home

Saya buke lambat thanks to Ina.Haha

There so many people birthdays who falls on the month of September.

And Saya takde duit nak beli kan mereka Hadiahhadiah.Sorry ye kepada SeptemberBabies );

And especially to 3rd and 5th September.Kocek da berlobang lah.Hee.

Sorry banyakbanyak!

2010-08-28T11:11:00.000-07:00

Feel like giving up.Don't feel like thinking about this anymore.Each time every time i saw it again that particular feeling will come and it sucks !!

Ergh! Got to stop this got to move on.

Why on earth did i stop trying,i was almost there and then suddenly i stop and now I've got to start from the bottom.

STUPID ME!

If only i continue trying and trying I'm sure i was able to overcome it.

Whatever lar tak kuasa nak layan ni karena((;

My shoulder hurts because of yesterday friendly match with RP.Gooshh! And that girl run into me and make me fall down hard and she hit my chest ! Sakit doh! Alermak!!

Andand this friendly match is for some kind of selection for...idk??

Ps: If only i never meet you..............

2010-08-28T10:34:00.000-07:00

" I have not fail . I've found 10,000 ways that won't work "

Thomas Edison.

2010-08-26T02:27:00.000-07:00

Yesterday went to break fast with classmate and Am.Well basically not the whole Muslim classmates was there but still i had fun although i was bored.Haha.Went to buke at Kampung Melayu i order Tom yum((:
After we have done eating decided to jalanjalan at bazzar then walk pass Abang stalled.Talk to him for a while then went to buy my Ice cream.The ice cream man made a fool of myself there.Haha.After that continue walking.
Andand i saw Muzz and Izzul at geylang.
Rinduuuuuuuuuuuuuuu <3
At 9plus the rest wanted to go home so Feyra,me and Am instead of heading home we sit near the Mrt Station there.Ok mendak! HAHA.
We sit look at people and look at people again at 10 around there we head home.Alright like i say kalau tak gaduh tak sah<3
Haha.Funny.

2010-08-24T02:16:00.000-07:00

I miss playing pool! And i miss Muzz!! Haha, a friend who taught me how to play pool((:

I miss Izzul! A guy whom use to be a stranger to me and then a friend (and i use to have a crush on him) then to bestfriend and then to relationship and than to ex and then a friend again((;

I miss my babygirls !! And i miss someone who use to be my babygirls and then now we no longer friends.I miss Sepet! Andandandand i miss my classmates!! ((:

I did told you people i have a patient in my house now with a broken arm right?

He is getting on my nerve seyy!! Well i know you are sick and you have a grumpy mood since you a sick but can you control it?Irrits lar oi marahmarah .Alamak!!

Tumbuk kang tangan itu baru tahu.Haha((:

2010-08-23T10:24:00.000-07:00

If you happen to pass by my blog I'm sure your wondering why your picture is here.
So ya just read this is for you.

We have not been on a good terms with each other recently or shall i say around 2 month around there??
Alright that's not really important.Well basically I'm posting this is to actually saying sorry for whatever reason.I don't want us well i don want the whole group such as Icesyah and Feeqa to be on bad terms with you over a stupid reason.Especially during this holy month,i will like for us to be on good terms again like how we use to.Since no one giving in and we act like stranger towards each other well I'm sorry if you think I'm at fault.But hey the fact is everyone is a fault and just that no want want to take that blame and instead blaming each other for whatever reason.
Back then when i was still n Greenview,whenever we fight i will not last long.The longest it will last is for one day or half the day or wait,did we ever fight before?Alright don't bother about it tak penting pon.
Wondering why i post it here rather then texting straight to your phone?Well i don even know why i rather type here then texting you.
Well basically I'm sorry for whatever reason you feel i might be at fault or what ya I'm sorry.
I don wish to be on bad terms with you for long.
Well i did my part,i push away my ego and ya if you think you should too...Well its up to you.
Hope to here from you soon,
Takecare friends((:

2010-08-23T01:03:00.000-07:00

Decision made.i'm cutting bangs andand MAYBE highlighting my hair also.Ash Grey((:
I can't wait for Raya.Oh ya,talking about raya, i have not even bought a single baju raya.Colour still undecide.Alahai.Do baju raya comes with rainbow in colour? Haha.
Anyone notice times past so fast.K whatever so random of me.Haha.

Did i tell you people i have a new pet,called comel.Its a hamster,cute oi.
And also i have a sick patient with a broken arm at home since yesterday.Haha.Its my brother actually,he broke his arm to an accident.He has just been discharge yesterday.But his fine now except with his broken arm and a few stretches at his leg.

I'm having eye bag):
Tu lah sape suruh tak tidur sampai sahur abe pagi aru tidur then bangun petang.Anak dara ape ni.Haha

K byeeeee(:

2010-08-22T09:50:00.000-07:00

I miss my soccer girls superduper much.Got meet them soon especially Raph! ((:

Got meet her soon.

Alright read this,admire is just admire not that I'm into that someone.So please get it right.

Been waiting to hear that from you actually and finally i hear that from you.Just to ensure you,i no longer cry and stuff.Reason is because,crying and stuff will not make the problem go away so what i can do is just go through this with a positive mind and just be happy.I can't be bother anymore.Seriously.

To Him,I'm sorry for whatever stuff i did which make you hurt in any way,just to let you know i never mean it at all.And please talk to me if something bothering you,i don't want see you sad and stuff.You might change ,to be exact WE change but for sure my feeling for you remind the same for now.I miss u superduper much.Don't worry you will see me happy.I promise you that((:

Ps; Iloveyou ;D

2010-08-19T08:27:00.000-07:00

Dark chocolate *melts*

Goossh stop this lar.Please eh with your drama and stuff.Irritating lar oi!! Alamak!

You you you you yes you IRRITS sia !!

Nak attention pon takmo gini ar FAVOUR ar.

Ok whatever!

Won't able to join baby-g tomorrow for buke.Mama won't let me.Haish,why is it so hard for Mama to let me to buke luar with friends.Its only for few times je sey.Fasting month = no going out,keluar pon will need to be home before buke.

-________-'

Alright nevermind about that.((:

I miss alot if people right now.

I miss you,you,you,you,you and you and you and you and etc((:

I want strawberry yogurt and dark chocolate ice cream (((:

NOW!!!

One more time i'm telling you stop lar.Jangan nak step lar FAVOUR! Nak attention pergi dekat orang lain.Aku malas nak layan.IRRITS SIA!!

K BYEEEEEEEEEE((:

2010-08-19T06:18:00.000-07:00

Goooosssshhh!!!!!
So Dramatic andand so the dunia.Aiya.Hahahaha!!
Ina and me had a great laugh seriously so stupid of that person.K taknak bbual pasal orang dalam bulan Ramadan ni.Buat dosa je.Tap die besar punye W ar! Haha((:

I wish my hair grow faster.K so random sey.Haha.Andand i got a secret admire on someone.Haha.Crush je bukan sayang.Sayang tetap pat tu Sepet-.-' ((:

Ok Riezzzzzzzzzzzzzz i want ice cream now.

I say now now now now.Haha((:

Kk byeeeeeeee.

2010-08-19T03:45:00.000-07:00

Should i cut bangs again?? Which one better?

Comment please((:

Andand this year raye what colour should i wear?Hmmm..

I want white but mama said white cepat kotor then i want grey or gold mama sey tengok lar macam mane.Grr..

So yesterday buke at Nyayi house.Since we were from Marina after watching adik Shidah perform,mama decided to buke at rumah Nyayi since there is no food at home and mama want pay a visit to her dearest parents((:

So i had potato fried with egg.Yumyum((;

Can't type much,got help mama at kitchen will post again later at night.

Byeeeeeeeee((:

2010-08-16T08:41:00.000-07:00

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2010-08-16T07:56:00.000-07:00

Mee Soto for buke again today((:

Aku mendak!

Yesterday had this very karut idea since my sister ina and myself was bored so i came with this stupid idea.

Me : Eh jom otp.Aku mendak lar.Aku kol hp kau pakai telephone rumah abe ita bbual.

Ina : *laugh* sembarang ar.

And so i did.Called her phone and talk.Haha,perangai cute eh kita.Haha.After a few minutes asked icesyah to join us.And story telling here and there for like 20min and so after that she had to cuci tiolet.Haha

Wah Feeqa kakakkakak fierce ar.Haha.

In the afternoon when to Yishun to lepak.Feyra was suppose to join us but last min she was't able to make it.So yeah.

Ok aku mendak!!!! I'm still craving for strawbeey Yoghurt! AHA((:

PS : Aku rindu orang((:

2010-08-13T08:46:00.000-07:00

Look whose talking ass! -_____-"

I had kacang pool for buke ! Korangkorang??!!

Gossshhh!! AKu sumpah aku tengah MENDAK !!!! Yeahyeah!! Holiday is here andand i can like sleep the whole day.Ok Perangai budak gemok+malas((:

There's training tomorrow,andand i'm fasting sey.So sad,the training better not be tough.

Eh you,whatever lar,Seriously i can't be bother anymore.You just don't appreciate me ass!

Whatever *roll eyes*

2010-08-12T06:54:00.000-07:00

Alright i think i'm going to drink the whole bottle of the cough syrup.Is super irritating when you have to cough the whole time.Goossshh!! And people inside the bus are so damn irritating sia.You people don't have to give me a one type look when i cough inside the bus non stop ok.As if you people never cough in your life before -.-"

Atleast i cover my mouth ok unlike some people! Asshole!!

Ok i'm drinking the whole bottle soon.I can't take it anymore.Tekak sakit beb

batukbatuk.Alamak!!!

K Fake je! Macam paham ar ni Yana!((:

Aku carving for STRAWBERRY YOGURT!((:
K byeeeeee!

2010-08-12T06:19:00.000-07:00

I had fried macaroni for buke how about you people???

I'm full !My tummy bloated already! Hehe.So basically,school was as pernormal,even it is fasting month Yana still have alot of energy((:

Andand Feyra said this to me; Eh dorang kenal kau tapi kau tak kenal dorang eh.

Yana; Name aku kan ada tertulis pat dahi aku((:

Haha.Is irritating walking in school and this bunch of group keep calling my name andand i don't even know them.Alamak! Kalau ye pon kenal kan ar diri korang boleh jadi kawan.HAHA.

K da sudah Yana:D

Andand korang kawankawan,better stop complaining about hunger if you are fasting.Tak baik tau Syazwan ,Feyra! Ahah((:

School end at 5 , after that accompany Cik Aizah to bazzar.And again i have to wait for 30mins);

But nevermind.After buying food,bus-ed home,and i late for buke);

Sampai rumah Mama and adikadik da habis buke,kesian aku makan sorang. *sobsob*

Haha.

K byeeeeee!

PS: I'm trying

2010-08-11T20:19:00.000-07:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY RUMLI BIN SARIB!((((:

Yana,ingin mengucapkan selamat hari jadi.Harap Bapak bahagia disamping keluarga yang tercinta.
May Allah bless you.Amin(:
Although you are my step-father but i love you like my own Father<3333

2010-08-11T19:51:00.000-07:00

Selamat Paaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaagi!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
In class right now doing nothing but blogging and Facebook-ing .Yesterday went to Bazaar andand saw nenek there selling thier CDs.Tegur and stuff then walkwalk ,ok bazaar mendak! Banyak belum bukak. -.-" Baru first day puasa semalam what you expect sey Yana((:
Abang Ahzrin damn irritating semalam at the same time funny.Buat burger diamdiam je lar.Mulut bising pulak.Haha.Andand beside abang stall got one stall selling dendeng andand,budak ni cute and friendly pulak tu.Kan ina kan..?? Hehe
Ok sudah Yana stop eh,haha.Nari sekolah habis pukul lima or 5plus, by the time balik dah time nak buke *kening naiknaik*
Andand Nari birthday Bapak!!
Will post a post for him when i'm home.Pasal takde gambar pasal ni laptop Taufiq.
K byeee((:

2010-08-11T03:35:00.000-07:00

Heeeeeeeeeello orangorang yang berpuasa((:

Haha! Buka da nak dekat dah.Haha.

Going to bazzar today after buka.Mama want go Burger Terminal.Abang Ahzrin selling there((:

I'm going take his pictue if i remember to.Ok i know my post is soooooooo Random.Haha.I'm bored.Ina sleeping and no one is entertaining me.Gosssh Nevermind shall disturb her soon i mean after i post this post.(((((((:

Project..............Feyra such a sweetheart.Tak tahu pulak die dah buat pasal Macbook.But then Netbook belum.I think Syazwan doing.Sumpah aku tak paham macam mane nak cari info pat wikipedia.Ok whatever.Tomorrow semua sumbat pat power point.Gosssh! Last minute or what.K enough of project.

K byeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee

Nak tolong masak!! ((:

2010-08-10T08:40:00.000-07:00

SELAMAT BERPUASA KAWANKAWAN(((((:

2010-08-10T05:37:00.000-07:00

National Day was fun with Babygirls.Meet Icesyah and cousin at Whitesand before heading to City Hall to meet Iella.Then meet Feeqa at Peninsular and the rest at where ar i forget the place.K nevermind.
Mai,Din,Iella,Feeqa,Icesyah and me slack for awhile,while waiting for Hannan and the rest.After about half an hour they reach,they girls and me went off to Marina Square to meet Icesyah cousins.Ok there was human traffic jam there.There was so many people andand i saw alotalot of my friends((:
First i bump into my own brother at Peninsular with Kak Yana family.Then i bump into Zul and some of the soccer boys at Marina.Then at Long John Silver i bump into Azu,Dy,Afeeq,Sheerin and Mira.And was told they will be meeting the rest later.So told Azu i will beep her later to meet them.Andand i bump into Hakim when i was on way to taxi stand.
Ok aku rindu die.Haha.
And i also bump into Mimin.Lol.Ok i think is to many to tell who i bump into so lets stop.Haha.
Soon after Iella bought her food,when went back to the place where Feeqa and Ice were,and guess what when we reach there,the were missing.Ok,we panic for the moment,reason both our handphone were with thm and we could not contact them.Haha,Nasib ada Zul,borrow his phone then call them.Da bagusbagus duduk,Feeqa nye pandai die nak diri abe atlast penat sendiri.Selenger! HAHA.
Ok the fireworks lawa siot! I like! Ok im jealous of icesyah!! Hannan just did something sweet for Icesyah during the fireworks and now they are officially together.
*AWWWWWWWWWW*
*Jealous*
Haha.
Slack with soccer peepz for a while before meeting Parents.At first Bapak asked to go take taxi but since it was so hard to get a taxi, he fetch me instead.Ok i and Fai was like walking around in circles.Gossh! Nasib lah Fai teman kalau tak aku rasa aku sesat! Haha.
Went to eat at New Hawa Restaurant the off home.((:
I had fun!
Thanks people((:

2010-08-10T04:58:00.000-07:00

Went to Orchard with this pretty ladies here excluding Brintha.Not forgetting Aliff,Syzwan and Adlin Bestfriend whom i don't know her name(:

Our main motive to go there was just to eat Ice cream but sadly the shop was close.So we went to Mac instead and eat while the boys Kfc.

After eating,we went down and discover there was an ice cream shop andand despite us been full,each bought an ice cream except for Adlin.And someone told us she was damn full but guess what she was the first to finish her ice cream.Right Suzana?? HAHA.

I'm in love with dark chocolate ice cream(((: .Should have buy that instead of chocolate chip.Grr!! This is all Suzana fault!Haha.

Was late for class.Reach class ,Mr Yar was teaching them how to install and stuff.I have no idea at all,i mean at all how to do that.Nevermind shall ask Jasmin or Suzana to teach me(:

Aliff and Adlin order Canadian Pizza for our class using our winning money for the Mascot.Teacher bought the voucher from us so we use the money for Canadian and the balance for idk.And,again someone who told us she was full,but still manage to eat that.Haha.And i force my self to eat one slice((:

Guys,project! We need to hand in by Thursday and we have not even done yet.Please reply Syazwan and my message.We have only tomorrow to complete it.Goossh This is so leceh!

2010-08-08T10:06:00.000-07:00

If she was given a choice to run or go through this,she will choose to run away from it.Seriously,she have no idea when or how long will this last.If only her bed could talk,it tell the people out there how every night she cried herself to sleep.How every night she pry this will end quickly.How every night she broke down.

She acted strong in front of everyone,she acted she was fine in front her friend.She smile,she laugh but behind those laughter and smile there always sadness.

He change alot,letting her to think what was the reason.They seems to be drifting apart.

Hmmm.....

She miss the old he...

2010-08-08T08:58:00.000-07:00

Home from Marina Square! Watch Movies.The Last AirBender beeeeessst!!! You should watch it andand the boy(Avatar) is cute.Chubby cheeks! Haha.Thanks for the movie,ice kacang and drinks treats ehk *well...that's me!* (: Haha.
Woke up,bath and off to Grandma house.Teach cousin.At 3.3o off to City Hall andnd again i need to wait.Haha.Nevermind.After that walk to Marina and bought our tickets.While waiting for our show to start,went for lunch,but since i had already eaten,i order ice kacang instead.After that off to Arcade.Beeessst((:
At 6.30 get sitted and the show start.At 8plus the show end.And i nearly lost my shade luckily gue perasan and back to the theater to get it back((:
Train-ed to tampines.Bus-ed to afgan to buy Burger Ramli.I'm craving for it.Haha.
Walk-ed home.And babygirls call when i was on my way home.So talk to them while walking.Reach home call mum and please mama i want watch fireworks with babygirls please..Preety please((:
Ok byeeeeeeeeee!((:

Ps:I miss Sepet));